Thoughts.

Speechless. Confused. Such a Foo. Man why do I have a feeling that Im "emo"? >.> Sucks. I don't have an excuse such as "monthly visitors" to feel this way. Everytime I think of it in a positive way, it feels really nice. Perks me up. But when I think of the negativity of it, man it just drags me down. I dont know why but, I feel I dont deserve it. Gaaahh. Not supposed to feel this way!!! And I didnt want to either. But just so it happens. After lookin at Best's Bible Verse quote, I cant help but thank God for feeling this way too, that I am able to appreciate this situation/feelings, that I am experiencing right now.

Eph 5:20 "always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ"

Mom woke me up and I followed my parents out in the morning. After dropping mom, headed to the market with dad for breakfast. Beside this market, there's some sort of a temple or something. it looks really shabby but yeah. there's an altar with a rock on it and I see people "bai-bai"- ing to it, offering jos sticks. I do not wish to offend anyone but I really dont get the meaning of it. Then there is this cage round the corner with a HUGE python inside. Its easily 3 meters long. Fat and lazy. But when I looked into its eyes, I cant help thinking how boring its life must have been. lying there all day, eating chicken (whole) and looking at people praying to it. Well, thats what other people believe in, that these things will bring them luck and prosperity if they pray to it. Then at the same thing I cant help thinking how awesome God is. I dont have to go to some place just to worship Him. I can worship anywhere, pray anywhere and just talk to Him like He's beside me. Cause He is. =) So after breakfast, dad dropped me off at amk station. I trained to khatib and took my own sweet time to walk to Best's place. Went to work shortly after reaching his place. Woodlands industrial park. Unload a 20 foot container full of cotton products! it was sweaty, dirty and dusty, and boy was it tiring. We did it in about 2 hours. Quite fast though. I remember the last time I did it with Best was about 4 hours maybe? Well maybe cause Uncle and Yatti was there to help us today. yeap. Great workout though. HAHA! so headed back to Best's house for lunch. Mushroom instant noodle. Good stuff! so we slacked until 6+. Watched funny show's, not forgetting sadistic ones as well and played BF2. Came home feeling a lil crappy, ate half a pizza. and ended up on my bed watching transformers on my iPod after shower. Then got sick of it so I went to watch Kung-Fu Chef. Not that bad. Quite interesting. And finaly now here blogging. Going to Ken's place tomorrow after their Amath paper to practice a little more.

Till next time,

Spanks.