Glory to you.

Back from school after lunch with some peeps at the market. Still caughing pretty badly. I pray that it wouldnt affect the auditions later. Well, everyone's feeling the butterflies in their stomach. I just pray that we will all submit to God the proccess and the outcome of today into His hands. We're meeting at 6!! About an hour and a half's time left! really scary. Now searching for the Taxi's to book and stuff. I think we'll end up splitting cab. Not sure if we can get the big one. We'll see how later. Well going off now. Need to relax before the big thing! Bye. Maybe I'll post tonight. Will see how.

Spanks.

Finaly.

Hey guys. Finaly decided to change my skin for awhile. Not bad lah huh? Haha. Well got back all of my prelim results already. Not too bad. English, Math & POA are all in the 60's. Science and Humanties are in the 50's. You can say its rather maintained at that range. Just gotta push it up higher in the next prelims. I must thank God for my math. Huge improvement from a borderline fail to a high B3. Disappointed with POA and Science. Well POA paper one sucked. Science Chemistry was a total failure. The fruit of not studying. Tsk Tsk.

Its the Auditions tomorrow!!! Kinda nervous yet excited about it. I pray really really hard that God will just help us feel the best tomorrow dispite most of us feeling unwell. Sirbest and Kenneth's illness be GONE! and Abby's throat be well! I also pray that God will give us all a heart of humility so that even as we go for it, we will not think of ourselves as better musicians than others. Thank God for also giving us the opportunity to participate in this competition. No matter what the outcome, we will and must be thankful. AMEN! =D

Hope that I will have the motivation to just pick up a book to study when I have the free time at home. Night classes start next week! So that will be a kick start to my studying! Let me rest for the rest of the week. Teehee! *LOSER* I forgot! There will be tuition on Monday with Abby. So night class starts on Tuesday for me. Every single other day I will be staying. Good luck to me! I hope it will be as fruitful as last year.

The new playlist! Consists of songs by Fireflight. Unbreakable and Forever! They're my new inspiration! Keane - Crystal Ball, got it from Tiffy's blog. Haha! Remy Zero's Save Me from Smallville and Lesley Roy's Slow Goodbye and Unbeautiful introduced by Abby. ALL NICE NICE NICE!!

I absolutely love her, when she smiles.

I need.

The feeling's coming back again. Just when I was hyped about our audition next thursday. It just pulls the whole mood down. Im just delusional I guess. I think too far. Silly me. So much for going on until the end. Its right in front of me. The line is drawn. I need to get out.

In you.

The end of the road

Is all I see.

The edge of a cliff

Is where I'll be

I feel so dry & distressed

But where else can I find this rest?

It's in you Lord, it's in You.

Where my feel will go,

You will always know.

In You Lord, only in You.

Where ever I may be,

You'll be there for me.

In You, Lord it's you.

A light in the tunnel

Is all I hope.

But with circumstances

How do I cope?

This emptiness resides in me

Lord take it away, would you please?

It's in you Lord, it's in You.

Where my feel will go,

You will always know.

In You Lord, only in You.

Where ever I may be,

You'll be there for me.

In You, Lord it's you.

Save me.

I feel my wings have broken in your hands

I feel the words unspoken inside

When they pull you under

And I would give you anything you want

Well all I wanted

All my dreams have fallen down

Crawling around somebody save me

And two warm hands break right through me

Somebody save me

I don't care how you do it

Just stay

Stay

Come on

I've been waiting for you

I see the world has folded in your heart

I feel the waves crash down inside

And they pull me under

I would give you anything you want

Well all I wanted

And all my dreams have fallen down

Crawling around somebody save me

And two warm hands break right through me

Somebody save me

I don't care how you do it

Just stay

Stay

Come on

I've been waiting for you

And all my dreams are on the ground

Crawling around somebody save me

And two warm hands break right through me

Somebody save me

I don't care how you do it

Just save me

I've made this whole world shine for

Just stay

Stay

Come on

I'm still waiting for you

Maybe, just maybe.

Well hey there peeps. Its been a fairly awesome weeks so far. Had Jamming today!!!! Continued with our practice on Glory To God. New divide was screwed though. LOL! other than that it was cool. Had dinner after jamming at Astons. Awesome stuff. Headed to Plaza Sing after that to look around as Mom wanted to look around for shoe's and stuff. Had ice-cream too. Spilled out. lol! We had practice at Kens yesterday after the Amath paper. I felt really really sick, so I didnt really enjoy it, neither was I in the mood. Today, felt a lil better. The sore throat has gone down, but the cough worsened. The Butts know what I mean. I was coughing the whole day. Lol. Okay time for a few pics.

Haha! I took this on monday after work at Best's place. Epic!

Practice at Ken's on Tuesday.

Credits to Mom Today at dinner.

Maybe, just maybe, I'd see you like I do in my dreams.

Thoughts.

Speechless. Confused. Such a Foo. Man why do I have a feeling that Im "emo"? >.> Sucks. I don't have an excuse such as "monthly visitors" to feel this way. Everytime I think of it in a positive way, it feels really nice. Perks me up. But when I think of the negativity of it, man it just drags me down. I dont know why but, I feel I dont deserve it. Gaaahh. Not supposed to feel this way!!! And I didnt want to either. But just so it happens. After lookin at Best's Bible Verse quote, I cant help but thank God for feeling this way too, that I am able to appreciate this situation/feelings, that I am experiencing right now.

Eph 5:20 "always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ"

Mom woke me up and I followed my parents out in the morning. After dropping mom, headed to the market with dad for breakfast. Beside this market, there's some sort of a temple or something. it looks really shabby but yeah. there's an altar with a rock on it and I see people "bai-bai"- ing to it, offering jos sticks. I do not wish to offend anyone but I really dont get the meaning of it. Then there is this cage round the corner with a HUGE python inside. Its easily 3 meters long. Fat and lazy. But when I looked into its eyes, I cant help thinking how boring its life must have been. lying there all day, eating chicken (whole) and looking at people praying to it. Well, thats what other people believe in, that these things will bring them luck and prosperity if they pray to it. Then at the same thing I cant help thinking how awesome God is. I dont have to go to some place just to worship Him. I can worship anywhere, pray anywhere and just talk to Him like He's beside me. Cause He is. =) So after breakfast, dad dropped me off at amk station. I trained to khatib and took my own sweet time to walk to Best's place. Went to work shortly after reaching his place. Woodlands industrial park. Unload a 20 foot container full of cotton products! it was sweaty, dirty and dusty, and boy was it tiring. We did it in about 2 hours. Quite fast though. I remember the last time I did it with Best was about 4 hours maybe? Well maybe cause Uncle and Yatti was there to help us today. yeap. Great workout though. HAHA! so headed back to Best's house for lunch. Mushroom instant noodle. Good stuff! so we slacked until 6+. Watched funny show's, not forgetting sadistic ones as well and played BF2. Came home feeling a lil crappy, ate half a pizza. and ended up on my bed watching transformers on my iPod after shower. Then got sick of it so I went to watch Kung-Fu Chef. Not that bad. Quite interesting. And finaly now here blogging. Going to Ken's place tomorrow after their Amath paper to practice a little more.

Till next time,

Spanks.

Best Day(s) Ever~

Hey Peeps! here to talk about what has happend in the last 4 days. Okay so we headed down to Mom's place on thursday I think, for an impromptu urgent band meeting. So we headed there after Best and Ken's Amath paper, if I remember correctly. So after we reached woodlands, walking to Mom's place, Best spotted man who looked like Pastor Simon. So I looked and I said nah its impossible. But afterwards, we looked closely at it really was!! So we were all trembling in fear with jelly-like knees figuring out what to do. So we called Mom and she managed to tell Pastor Simon that we were coming. LOL! So we walked like undercover agents hidding behind the trees!

HIDE~!!!

The meeting was awesome as we had a powerfull prayer session! hahaha! SANCTIFIED!!! so we discussed and really got down to work this time. called up the studio to book, went through the song and we were outta there. So friday was on the previous post. Now to fly to Jamming day!

Okay so I woke up at like 9 plus in the morning. Followed my parents out to United Square. Picked Crystal and Chester up before we went. Had Ya Kun Kaya Toast for breakfast. Played with God Sis for awhile and then headed off to meet the peeps at amk. Then headed off for Dhoby Gaught.

Mom in the train.

So we reached Dhoby First and walked straight to POMO. Best bought subway and ate it super fast. So we went in the studio just on time. Tim came a lil late but its alright. then we started practicing our song for the Destiny competition, Glory To God by the PlanetShakers. We all did great, I dont mean to brag but seriously we did fairy well. Kenneth was the one with the big improvement. He played with so much feel that we almost came out of the studio deaf. But he was awesome still!! Great job ken! Then we listened to Mom's new song too! Getting better than ever. haha! Here are the pics!!

Mom playing her new song.

Look like Ah Lam! Yah Meh? o.O

Ken and Tim talkin about drums.

Timothy!

So after jamming, we headed for lunch. Ken and Tim ate Macs. Then later while eating, I told mom that the closing date for the registration of the Destiny Music awards was today. She was like "HUH!?!?" "WHY YOU NEVER TELL ME!?!?". I felt really bad. so we thought of a plan to head to Tim's church to print the forms. Headed there and managed to print it and then we wwwaaaalllkkkeddd all the way to Chinatown Point to the post office, just to know it was closed. So we went back to Tims church to wait for his God Dad to send us. So we practiced again over there and headed of to the office after that. Dropped off the mail hoping they'll get it. Headed to clementi and wanted to eat but we weren't hungry and Mom wanted to visit PoPo so we walked to their house. So we wanted to wait downstairs for Mom but we ended up going up. Ken brought a little gift, a grasshopper, upstairs too! lol. So we sat down in the living room watching Harry Potter and the prizoner of azkaban. While Mom recorded her songs, we watched the show in mute, so it was just like moving pictures. Headed home after playing around with the monkey bar. Ken's phone fell off while we were climbing. But when we left, we forgot about it. So halfway at the junction, Ken was like "wait where's my phone?" before I could say "Oh Ya!!!!!", he was off running like the wind. Sticked around at the bus stop waiting for him and then we left after he walked back drenched. We then cabbed to woodlands. Pictures in the cab are on Facebook. Mom's uploaded them so check'em out yourselves.

Monkey's.

Ken's sweating-ness.

So that was yesterday. Now Today, Sunday! Woke up at 7.30 and snoozed till 7.40. Met Best at Bishan. Service was meaningfull. Thought me how to humble myself. Have been a little proud these days not even knowing so. Like the band competition and stuff. Yeah.. Wake up call. After that we headed for Alpha at MOC. Auntie Julie's food was great!! Last week was an African Stew and this week it was Spagghetti!! Awesome stuff. So had alpha and then we headed off. Met best at City Hall and we walked to Esplanade after that. Walked around and chilled at the cool rooftop with perfect weather. Then Mom started to CAMWHORE!! lol! yeah she was the one taking photos. Here's one I took that out of a Hundred AND she said it was OKAY only. =.=

Cover Girl. LOL. CHIKKHEE!

Then while chilling halfway, Mom's parents called telling her to go home. So yeah we got abandoned. Dropped Mom off at the Mrt station and then we went to find Tiffany and the art shop since she was in the area. So we walked to Suntec with her and she went home. Went to Carrefour as Best wanted his Chocolates. I bought a pathetic cinnimon roll for a buck. Then headed back to city hall for the train. Long Long walk... lol! So I alighted at Bishan and Dad picked me up. Headed to Teacher Lynn's house for SteamBoat! Awesome stuff!! HUGE MEAT BALLS!!! AAAAHHH~~~ their like the size just a little bit bigger than a golfball. MAN! it was just great!! and there were other stuff to eat too! ate till I dropped. lol! So headed up stairs to play a little Wii and then went down for awhile before heading home. Had a glass of Mochhiato while watching the end of Harry Potter and the goblet of fire. Then God Sis drank a little as well. I think she got a little drunk. haha!! she was posing for the camera. Super cute!!

Candid!

She was moving.

Cheeeese~!

ROAR!!!!

FLASH!

Final Pose~ Smile!

So thats it for today. Came home and showered and continued the end of Harry Potter too. Hahaha! Working tomorrow with Best. Gonna be tiring but fun! haha! So see ya next time.

Spanks.

The Invisible

Hey whats up! Prelims just ended today. Pray that I'll do well! hahah! okay skip the past. Headed to Amk post office today to send our application form for the Destiny Music Awards via Speedpost. Had lunch at the market after that. Bused to Ken's place to help him with the drumming stuff. Watched The Invisible after that. Really interesting show. Sad too. But nice!

Its about this college guy who gets "murdered" but was unconcious due to a misunderstanding. He was then "alive" in a world where he didnt exist. He tries to make himself known but fails. In the end he realises that he is still alive and not dead, just that he is in his trapped between life and death. He then tries ways and means to understand why did he ended up like that and how can his body be found before time runs out. So in the end the "murderer" is the one who he "talks" to and eventually saves him. But its a sad ending one would never expect. Go check it out for yourselves.

Headed to Amk after that and headed to Teacher Lynn's house for dinner with my parents. Watched Agent Cody Banks LOL. hahahaha! Interesting... haha!

JAMMING TOMORROW! like whooohoo~ but stressed as we only have a few practices yet before the auditions. Really nervous and stressed about it but yeah. PRAY HARD! I hope tomorrow will be productive and fruitful.

Off to bed. Nights.

Spanks.

Its Never Ending.

HAHAH! Im back to post! wow. I dont know why but I just felt like posting 'ya know? Oh well. I needed a full charge of battery after I slept at 2plus last night. So I got woken up by Sirbest's sms in the morning AT 9 AM!!! I looked at it, replied and went back to sleep. Haha! Slept till about 12 and then I woke up. For real. So Sirbest came at around 12.30. Set up the laptop and began WORKING.. I dread it... So I cooked lunch. than we ate. then BACK TO WORK! then Ken came so I went to answer the door with the Chopper. HAHA! then yeah he set up his laptop and then we WORKED. 3 laptops in my dads office, 3 guys and WORK! man it was so pathetic. we felt like it was no hope man. the WORK is just never ending. but then we pulled through and yeah I managed to clear my english. 3 assignments in 1 day. cleared my other homework required of the day as well. so now Im left with 1 geog which is scheduled tomorrow, 1 english (phew), 1 more hey math assignment, 1 maths practice paper, 1 POA paper, 1 Chem paper and a few BIO papers. phew~ I know it still sounds like there's a lot but its quite okay compared to ALL the WORK that was given. Man... So tomorrow the guys are coming over again to set up the 3 man WORK station again.

Gonna go to bed now so till next time! (tomorrow? hah!)

Spanks.

What a great day!

Hey there! So I decided to post. haha. well I had to post about today. woke up at 8. snoozed till 9. haha. got up and did SS and Geog. Lucky I got them cleared.. Well after that it was tuition. it was okay.. then rushed to bath and practiced "No Boundaries" by Adam Lambert for a short while before rushing off out of the house. Sweating but yeah... >.> then met Sirbest at AMK mrt just in time. waited for Mother and Ken to arrive. headed off to bugis first. Tim came shortly after that then we jammed! it was awesome. we jammed "No Boundaries" and lots of other songs. well none of the other songs were planned. so yeah.. well after 2 hours of screaming and playing, we rushed off to cineleisure to meet Bernice. Sorry Bernice for being late! wanted to catch the 5.30 show but the seats were just too full. (dont wanna sit on the first or second row right?) so we ended up watching the 6 oclock show. too bad no student price.. we then went to eat subway outside the cinema while waiting. then it was SHOW TIME!

Watching it for the second time and I was not one bit bored! well compared to the past few times I have watched a show for the second time not long after the first where I got kinda bored, like X-men Origins : Wolverine or IronMan. Transformers 2 is truely awesome. 10 thumbs up! I loved it when Optimus Prime got his upgrade from jetfire. that was wicked!!! too bad I couldn't find one with his upgrade. oh well, at least I got to see it in the movie. =)

OPTIMUS PRIME!

So after the 2 hour 45 minute long movie, we headed to KFC to eat. I had a box of snackers. was quite satisfying. headed home after that. just finished chem and math. Im running on low battery already Im gonna head off to bed soon. Another day of WORK tomorrow. Snap.. oh well, its inevitable. X.X

Till next time,

Spanks.

Thank God for you guys. Including Mother, who was the one who took the picture. =D